IN THE NAME OF LOVE.-

I HAVE MY SECRET PLACES...IN THIS BIG CITY.-
SOMETIMES I LIKE TAKE A RIDE TO SOMEONE OF THESE PLACES.-
AND TAKE A LOOK TO ALL.-
A LOOK FROM FAR AWAY POSITION.-
A LOOK TO THE PAST,TO THE PRESENT,AND TRY TO "TO SMELL" SOMETHING ABOUT THE FUTURE.-

NOW...
I HAVE ANOTHER BIG IMPORTANT SITUATION ON MY HANDS.-
NOW...THE LIFE PUT ME IN THE "JUDGE CHAIR" AGAIN,AND I´LL TAKE ONE DECISION ABOUT ONE OF MOST IMPORTANT PERSON OF MY LIFE.-

I NEED FIND THE BALANCE.-
I NEED KEEP AWAY FROM ME,
THE LOVE,THE ANGER,THE HATE,AND THE MERCY.-

´CAUSE I HAVE THE REASON.-
AND THIS PERSON KNOW THAT.-

THIS PERSON MADE A BIG DAMAGE ON HIS FAMILY,MY FAMILY,
A DAMAGE TO ITSELF,AND ON ME TOO.-

MADE HE ERRORS??.-
HAVE HE AN MIND INSANE??.-
ARE HE STUPID??.-

ARE HE CRAZY??.-
ARE HE A BAD PERSON??.-

WHERE IS THE "BAD PERSON/CRAZY PERSON" LIMITS??.-
WHERE IS THE DEFINITION LINE??.-

HOW MANY BAD BAD THINGS WE SUPPORT,IN THE NAME OF LOVE??.-
HOW MANY TIMES WE SAID:
"OK,THIS PERSON MADE A VERY HARD ERROR,BUT IS A GOOD PERSON".-

HOW MANY TIMES WE LET PASS A LOT OF SHIT SITUATIONS,BY "LOVE"??.-
HOW MANY TIIMES "WE PUT THE OTHER FACE SIDE",AND TRYING TO BE A "GOOD PERSON".-

WHERE IS THE LIMIT??.-

WHERE IS THE DEFINITION LINE,FOR SAY:
"THIS IS A CRAZY AND BAD PERSON".-
"THIS IS AN STUPID BUT GOOD PERSON".-

HOW MANY BAD BAD THINGS WE SUPPORT,IN THE NAME OF LOVE??.-
HOW MANY TIMES WE SAID:
"OK,THIS PERSON MADE A VERY HARD ERROR,BUT IS A GOOD PERSON".-

HOW MANY TIIMES "WE PUT THE OTHER FACE SIDE",AND TRYING TO BE A "GOOD PERSON",
IN THE NAME OF LOVE??.-



ONE OF MY LAWYERS SAID ME:
"MARTIN,IF U PLAY START,YOUR FATHER ARE IN A VERY DELICATED PENAL SITUATION".-
"HE MADE A VERY DELICATED PENAL ERROR,AND HIS ERROR WAS A VERY BIG DAMAGE FOR U,
MAY BE HE GO TO JAIL".-


I CANT BELIEVE THAT.-
IF I PLAY "START" MY FATHER,MAY BE GOES TO THE JAIL".-
BUT YEARS AGO...BY HIS "ERROR",I WAS IN AN SEEMED DARK PLACE.-
AND I WAS INNOCENT,THATS THE REASON FOR MY FREEDOM.-

YEARS AGO I WAS IN A VERY VERY DARK PLACE,
I WAS SPEAKING WITH A LOT OF DIFFERENT DARK PERSONS,
I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY FREEDOM,AGAINST A VERY DARK DARK PERSONS.-
AND I WON.-

I WON ´CAUSE I WAS INNOCENT.-

NOW I HAVE MY FREEDOM.-

BUT I NEVER FORGET NOTHING.-
I REMEMBER ALL OF THE "PIECE OF SHIT" PEOPLE FACES,
WHOS I SAW IN THAT ONE PLACE.-

TODAY I HAVE MY FREEDOM.-
´CAUSE I WAS INNOCENT.-
´CAUSE I WAS FIGHT.-

TODAY LIKE ONE OF MY LAWYERS SAID,MAY BE...
I HAVE THE POSSIBILITY OF PUTTING TO MY FATHER
IN A VERY VERY DARK PLACE,IN JAIL.-


HOW MANY BAD BAD THINGS WE SUPPORT,IN THE NAME OF LOVE??.-

I NEED FIND THE BALANCE.-
I NEED KEEP AWAY FROM ME,
THE LOVE,THE ANGER,THE HATE,AND THE MERCY.-

IM NOT JUST.-
IM NOT GOD.-

BUT FOR SECOND TIME,THE LIFE PUT ME
ON THE "JUDGE CHAIR".-

I NEED THE BALANCE.-

I NEED "SEE THE LINE".-
THE LINE BETWEEN "LOVE/CRAZY MIND".-
THE LINE BETWEEN "LOVE/HATE".-
THE LINE BETWEEN "LOVE/ERROR".-
THE LINE BETWEEN "INSANE MIND/STUPID MIND".-

THE LINE BETWEEN "INSANE MIND/SANE MIND".-
IN FACT...-

THE LINE BETWEEN "LOVE/CRAZY".-

I THINK...THE ANSWER IS INSIDE ME.-
BUT...WHERE?? IN WHAT ZONE??.-

IN THE FEELINGS ZONE,OR THE RATIONAL ZONE??.-

I NEED SEE.-
I NEED MY "PURE RATIONAL BALANCE".-

BUT I HAVE THIS QUESTION,ALL THE TIME IN MY HEAD:




HOW MANY BAD BAD THINGS WE SUPPORT,IN THE NAME OF LOVE??.-



MGL.-

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